And I'm not exactly sure how to feel about it. Because on one hand I'm really happy for her. But on the other hand....well I just don't like him. But I know that he loves her and I know that she loves him so essentially there shouldn't be a problem. And usually there wouldn't be. But I'm afraid it's too early and there doing it in all the wrong order. And I just don't know how to deal with it. Actually I know how to deal it. I have to be happy for them because what I think and what I feel about their relationship does not matter. Simple as that. That's a hard thing to uh come to terms with. And it's not that she doesn't care about what i think. It's just that she cares more about her relationship which is good. It means she means it. But I just can't help but feel a little left out. It it hurts just a little bit.
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
And Then She Told Me To Call Her.
But she doesn't actually like talking on the phone. She just said she had HUGE news and I needed to call her. Well I'm not gonna lie....my mind wandered a little. I thought of all the possible things that could happen. My first thought was the right thought.
And I'm not exactly sure how to feel about it. Because on one hand I'm really happy for her. But on the other hand....well I just don't like him. But I know that he loves her and I know that she loves him so essentially there shouldn't be a problem. And usually there wouldn't be. But I'm afraid it's too early and there doing it in all the wrong order. And I just don't know how to deal with it. Actually I know how to deal it. I have to be happy for them because what I think and what I feel about their relationship does not matter. Simple as that. That's a hard thing to uh come to terms with. And it's not that she doesn't care about what i think. It's just that she cares more about her relationship which is good. It means she means it. But I just can't help but feel a little left out. It it hurts just a little bit.
And I'm not exactly sure how to feel about it. Because on one hand I'm really happy for her. But on the other hand....well I just don't like him. But I know that he loves her and I know that she loves him so essentially there shouldn't be a problem. And usually there wouldn't be. But I'm afraid it's too early and there doing it in all the wrong order. And I just don't know how to deal with it. Actually I know how to deal it. I have to be happy for them because what I think and what I feel about their relationship does not matter. Simple as that. That's a hard thing to uh come to terms with. And it's not that she doesn't care about what i think. It's just that she cares more about her relationship which is good. It means she means it. But I just can't help but feel a little left out. It it hurts just a little bit.
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