1. There is a strong possibility that I am only ever going to date one man.
2. He is not on this campus.
3. We are going to meet in the most random of circumstances.
Can I just say that I am more than okay with all of those things?
I seriously mean it! Let me explain.
First. I'm not even sure that I want to be married but if I did. . .
Why date a ton? Why waste time with the wrong guy?
Second. Honestly I think that I've been feeling this too. I just don't see myself getting in a relationship here at IWU. Honestly I think that there is a chance my husband could come from IWU, but I'm confident that nothing serious will happen while I'm here. Don't ask me to explain that. . .I really can't.
Third. Well come on! Have you ever met me? I mean seriously? If I didn't meet my future husband in some randomly awesome way, we'd have a problem.
So yeah for those of you that read this (which by the way I'm sure that someone is reading this because the last time I checked my blog I had 638 views and this time I had like 718. . .they weren't from me) this means that the whole Collins and McK thing? Gone. Done.
I'm not going to lie. It's not going to be easy. I'm still attracted to Collins. A lot. But I know that he's not in the position to be my future husband. So Collins is off the hook. Ain't he a lucky one?
Been there, thought that, 20+ years ago, and I'm still happy with my life! When the right guy comes into your life you'll know it and if he doesn't you'll have more time to READ!!!!
ReplyDeleteBTW crushes are good and fun but I agree, don't invest too much emotionally. Save that for the real thing.
Love ya Lydia!