Sunday, January 23, 2011

How long? Until we find our way In the dark and out of harm You can run away with me Anytime you want

So I'm supposed to be working on my personal narrative rough draft right now. . .but I've got to share something first. Last night Collins and I hung out. And by hang out I mean we sat at McConn for four hours and talked about pretty much everything. I'm not exaggerating either. Collins unknowingly answered a lot of questions I'd had about him. It was refreshing really. And did I mention that I told him I like him? And you know what. . .I'd venture to say that we are better friends now. Not just because of that, but last night we talked about everything. It's kind of weird really that you can learn so much about someone in such a short space of time. I think the weirdest part is I feel like I know his whole family too. . .If I'm being completely honest with myself, yes I do think that I like Collins a little bit more now that we've talked about so many things. . .but in reality it's okay because I don't see Collins and I getting together. . .ever really. And that's okay with me. Because I've come to the conclusion that I don't need someone to be happy. I don't need a relationship. But I'm human right? So of course I'm going to be attracted to guys every now and then. Give me a break will you? I'm only 18. . .
Okay I really have to keep working on this personal narrative. . .

1 comment:

  1. You're right God is the only one you need to be happy but having close friends no matter their gender makes life easier.
    Love ya Lydia and thinking of you often. Good luck with those assignments.

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