Frustration

Looking at pictures

Of your smiling face

And I wonder

I wonder why

You’re face used to be

Warm

Inviting

Kind of cute

But now when I see you

It’s cold, hard

There’s a persistent shadow

No smile pointed at my direction

All I do is wonder anymore

I miss you

I want to know what’s wrong

Because something is wrong

Something had to make you act like this

You are not yourself anymore

And that’s the worst feeling ever.

I don’t understand why.

Why is such a hard question.

To ask and to answer.

Get off my facebook.

I don’t want to unfriend you, but I’m sick of the constant reminders. I’m trying to write poetry and all I can think about is the fact that you don’t like my poetry and that it couldn’t even be poetry. I hate that you’re the one who encouraged me to write. And now you’re the one, unknowingly preventing me. I hate that. I can’t stand it. What have you done to me? And more importantly why?